smile mama ! 😘😘

@zyandi it is short and when your depressed i swear it drags !

yes it is. but I try and think like, life is to short to NOT be happy you know? Or at least smile as much as we can. It's worth the extra effort, and so are you. 💖

@zyandi thats beautiful and very true. i guess its easy to forget the good things when ur upset .

don't be afraid. you're a mommy! that makes us soldiers always! you've got this and when you see your baby your heart will do a million back flips lol. find as many reasons to smile as you can and just bask I'm those moments.

@zyandi yeah it makes sense, i hope i dont get ppd . my SO is in jail he wont even be there for the birth and ill be really scared

that's exactly how I was. I just really didn't like nor want the experience. I wasn't ready either and I had no support . && that's why I won't tell my doc to. my SO works all day so I won't have help with the baby taking that medication, and I don't feel it's to necessary honestly. But it doesn't have to be intense to be serious if that makes any sense . And the PPD will hit harder so if you really don't want to talk to them just brace yourself hun. I'm sorry you have to deal with that

@zyandi no i dont feel like its intense enough to mention to my doctor and i dont want to be put on medication for it , i guess i rationalize it in my head as horemones combined with the fact im dealing with some situations , i love my baby and all but i really dont want to be pregnant .

have you talked to your doctor? hopefully it goes away so that you don't have PPD like me. 😩