since I can't post this on fb because my cousin is my friend and I have other family membe rs.. sometime last week I was informed that my cousin committed suicide. and so I am calling family and we are talking about his death. I was morning his death and everything. went to calling hours. i got there and it wasn't even him. it was someone I didn't know (his half brother).. had to call up all my family members and tell them it was somebody else. my Gpa didn't think it was my cousin who had died and had to convince him it was my cousin and then I called him back after I found out. idk how to feel right now lol 🤗🤔😶