Baby update: I started bleeding last night and it lasted into this morning. Just got back from the doctors office. She…

Baby update:

I started bleeding last night and it lasted into this morning. Just got back from the doctors office. She told me that the egg wasn't viable, and that it wasn't able to implant. Even though she doesn't classify it as a miscarriage, it feels like one emotionally. DH is devastated. I've already been through one miscarriage and we've been trying for months to get pregnant only to find out the egg wasn't viable. I know there's still more opportunities and I know logically that it isn't my fault, but I feel guilty that my eggs or my body weren't hospitable enough to make this little one we want so bad. Rough day today. I'm thankful for my little one that I do have, but I just wish it wasn't so hard to get the second. I was so excited to finally see those positive lines on a test. Mama blues today.