@ethans_momma18, omg tell me about it I'm buying it at least every week 😣😣

that must have been hard. I wish my hospital wouldve offered a pump, or my insurance to help pay for one.. but now that I know, I will try harder and tell everyone to screw off about it. it's so expensive to but formula ):

@ethans_momma18, omg I'm so sorry to hear that.. it's hard especially when there's no support in it trust me the feeling is horrible when. people ask me oh are u still bf her I hate it.. yes the hospital gave me a pump and the consultants were so helpful and everything I pumped I gave her but since I left the hospital before her it was hard I went to see her every night but just depressing

I wish I would've at least gotten a pump and pumped for him. 😩 it's such an awful feeling knowing that I could have done it but I was so pressured by family not to and the nurses were asshole about it too. did your hospital offer you to pump for her?

@ethans_momma18, omg same thing with me .. and it's because after my c section baby was taken into nicu right away because she pooped and swallowed it so there was no interaction with her until like a day later when I saw her 😭😭 she was in there almost 2 weeks

@francesgln92, it is tough I tried it and because I became depressed that she wouldn't latch and kept throwing up my milk I dried up

💔☹☹

that how I feel. I feel like I failed my son and even myself just because he was having a hard time latching in the hospital and everyone told me to just formula feed...

In able to breastfeed but I feel like my supply is depleting and I cried today it's a hard thing either way 🙁