I don't care what ppl think of me, but I'm seriously considering putting my baby up for adoption. I love her with all of heart, but doing this alone is hard. Every single night she just screams to the top of her lungs and I do everything to soothe her. I don't know what to do at all. I wish I had some kind of help. I don't have a single ounce of help. I don't know a single soul in Minnesota either.
This is NOT happening !!!!!!! I swear I had given up! But I'm 5 days late and I just got my BFP ???
LADIES !!!!! IM IN SHOCK!!!! so my period showed up a day earlier than expected, as you know I took those two blue dyes, both had a faint positive. Well the next day, I tested with a FRER and a Walmart 88 cent test and both were very very negative. Then I had a temp drop below coverline. AF showed the following day, a day early. I just knew i was out !! Well, yesterday I was sick as hell when I woke up, i get to work, and discover that my boobs are very sore as i ran into a wall coming around the corner, lol.. i NEVER get sore breasts or nauseated during my period.. EVER !!! Something told me to take a pregnancy test although I had been bleeding for 3 days at this point. Today makes 4 !!! Still bleeding, and even had clotting!! To my surprise, myy test was positive !!!! I tested again this morning, and it's even darker !!!! How is this even possible.. I dont know what's going on, I'm in total disbelief right now!!! 10dpo, my FRER was negative, no hint of a line at all!!! Here I am, 14dpo, bleeding for 4 days now, with a positive test that keeps getting darker !!! Looking at my chart it looks like baby implanted on the same exact day AF was actually due, although it showed a day early!! I took my period off of my chart so you ladies could see my chart as a whole, but my period started on cd32, the last day of the big temp drop.. now the temps are back up !!! The test I took yesterday evening is the dried one.. its yellow tinted as it's old . The other is from this morning , first morning urine !!
is it wrong to be frustrated that my daughter acts like she can't do certain things with out my help. she plays dumb a lot and I wish I could be like no girl show what you know. she acts like she can't trace or match shapes so shes ask for "mommy finger" to help her so I barely hold her hand and she magically can do it but if I dont hold her hand she just scribbles and acts like she doesnt know the pic is how she traces when I'm "helping her" otherwise it'll just be scribbles all over the page
Short Luteal Phase? I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.
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I'm sorry you're having a hard time I hope you get some success I wanted to try breastfeeding again but every time I bring it up to my mama she has a way of making me feel stupid and like my breastmilk isn't good enough or too nasty for her grandchild sadly she's the reason why I stopped so early wish I didn't let her get to me and continued but 😔😢 I guess as long as my baby is being fed and getting the nutrition she needs I can deal with it 😞but hope you can reach your goal!
erin·
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@rylees_mommy, I hope so too. and your breastmilk is good enough. your body makes it specifically designed for your baby
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Yeah I know I wish I would've believed it but I was going through ppd so I was taking everything negative someone said to me to heart... But if there is a next time I'm going to take it waaaay more serious than I did 😞😢
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I went to breastfeeding class last night to learn and I'm so glad I did. @erin.c @rylees_mommy i learned a lot the lady was from la leche league I would look it up online they offer free help and I believe r all over. The consultants charge to come out to your home but I learn insurance can pay 5 visits and up to 10 for babies with other issues. I'm calling my ins tomorrow to find out how to get set up bc I want someone to come to my home even if I don't have problems just bc ins will pay. I still have little over one month til baby arrives so I pray it all works out for me and hope u ladies get to as well best of luck
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@txyogagirl, thanks my baby is starting to eat solid foods and it's getting a little too late to try and breastfeed again .. I know any time is a good time but I'm completely dried up so about time I actually start getting progress she'll be done with formula all together plus she has like a mouth FULL of teeth!! 😂😂