Sometimes I regret not telling certain family members about my TTC journey...like today when my sister told me I have to no idea what it feels like to want something so bad and have it ripped out from under me over and over again. I just wanted to scream and tell her that I do know, better than she does, and that she should feel damn lucky to have gotten pregnant "on accident" when some of us try so hard for something that may never happen. It's been a tough day.