Got news yesterday that my grandma died. I feel like crap cause she didn't get to see my son in his baptismal gown (his…

Got news yesterday that my grandma died. I feel like crap cause she didn't get to see my son in his baptismal gown (his baptism is next Sunday). I was baptized in it, and so was my dad, my grandma, and my great grandfather. My great great grandmother made it. I feel like we took too long to get him baptized (he's eight weeks old). I'm glad she got to meet him when he was six weeks old. We meant to put him in the gown when we were visiting, but we didn't. Why didn't we? We had it with and everything... She was so looking forward to it... We knew her health was declining. I thought we'd get at least another year with her though...