I don't know why but, I keep getting anxiety about my due date coming up so quickly... I'm so so super excited to have my baby and hold her and play with her and just live life everyday with her but, I'm really nervous about my job and I guess just finances after she comes :( I know we'll make it work however we have to but, it's causing a bit of anxiety :(...
My doctor said he would induce my labor at 38 weeks, if my baby girl still had growth issues and if the percentile dropped to 10 or less. Last thursday, it was 10 percentile, and he said if she didn't come on her own by 38 weeks, he would induce labor at that time. I'm 36 weeks 1 day today, he said my cervix was super thin, and 1cm dilated. Is there a possibility this can change... that my doctor will let her just come on her own? I don't want to be induced, i would much rather her come on her own when she is ready to come ! As much as I am anxious to meet her and have her home with me, those last few weeks of brain development and lung maturation means so much more to me! I'm hoping and praying that things turn around, and I don't have to get induced. I'm surely going to talk to my doctor about it Thursday when I go back.
Ok so not using actual numbers.. But everyone knows I'm over weight since having my girls. It's no secret. BUT i was talking with my hubby last night and idk how we got to this but he said something like (not using actual numbers) no one should weigh 800lbs, they should take care of themselves. And i said so what if someone weighs 800lbs? He said no one should weigh that, they should be healthier. I said well i almost weigh 800! I'm in the 790s. And I'm healthy. I may be overweight but i don't have any diseases, no high cholesterol, no high blood pressure, i don't have a bad heart, lungs, or anything else. So I'm healthy I'm just over weight. So then we argued about him having an issue with my weight.. Am i wrong in this? Because it really hurt my feelings.. I've tried sooo many different things to lose weight but having hypothyroidism makes you gain/hard to lose. And my medications for depression and anxiety cause you to gain also.. So it's very hard to lose weight.. But i didn't even know he had an issue with my weight until last night..
So, I know I said that when I did have my chance again that I wouldn't post about it or tell anyone. Lord knows I just couldn't contain my happiness though.. I'm just so thankful that the Lord gave me another chance at being a mother!! So many tears of joy right now!! 🙏🙏❤😭
Good morning ladies. Sorry I been ignoring yall but I have been so miserable the past days I'M STILL PREGNANT my contractions would be strong for hours and it looked like I was gonna have a baby then everything just stopped so I got sent home. they said I have to wait till my appointment Wednesday so I can talk to my doctor about the next step. I HATE THIS 😢😢😩
Tiffany·
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@heatherlg88, Ugh that's terrifying too :( I hope you don't have to!
Heather·
right! we were thankfully in a good place before I got pregnant, I dont work or anything, just my hubby. I just hope I can have her naturally. I'm so worried about a C section!😥 my OB mentioned I may have to have one😣
Tiffany·
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@heatherlg88, It's weird I'm actually not at all nervous about labor which is really uncommon I feel like. Ecspecially for a FTM haha it's just finances :/ I just wanted to be in a better place before kids but, regardless I'm super excited for her!
Heather·
I'm having anxiety about it too. it went by too fast, I'm nervous about labor & such.