I'm become so restless that I'm crying way to much and feel to frustrated with my son he's only 9 days old and right now I feel mad:/ like he has his days and night backwards he's up all night he has the worst hiccups right now he's been pooping every min my mother in law kept him asleep the whole time when we went to visit and now I'm suffering cuz she held him the entire time and kept feeding I'm like every hour :( 😫😫😫 to top it off I miss my husband since he left for deployment after my sons birth my heart hurts I'm trying to hard to be tough strong and a good mom and I feel like I'm failing