I deleted my last post🤦🏾 ♀ I already seen that it was going left. 🥴
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no, his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me and did something else with an other girl.... and it's 10:51 am now and he hasn't texted me at all. and after he dropped me off I texted him saying what I felt and nothing. I don't know if I'm over reacting or what or what should i do. do i wait until he text me?
Trigger. Lost baby Went in for my 20 week check up and found out our son had passed away. Nothing was wrong, my pregnancy has been going great. I'm so numb right now. I'll he delivering him later this week. I don't want to do this. I don't want to do this. Not before Christmas. How am I'm going to tell my kids?? My dear sweet baby boy. Why did this happen?
Good morning ladies yesterday was was a difficult day was me. I woke up to experiencing extremely heavy bleeding. Called my doctor and went back into her see. When we reached the doctors office my husband alerted staff. They brought a wheel chair out for. I didn't have no cramps just heavy bleeding. Our Rainbow 🌈 miracle 💕 was very active . My doctors tried to stop my heavy bleeding but I was losing to much blood. I was prepped for a Emergency D&C and the actual procedure take around 15-20 minutes. I was Not allowed to have my husband in the room with since it was a Emergency. They had to act fast or I was going to die 😢. I was terrified didn't understand any of what was going on. Just that my life was in Jeopardy. During my Emergency D&C I lost to much blood so I had to have a blood transfusion. I was put completely out. I woke up from the anesthesia my face legs and arms were itching and I was numb. During my Emergency D&C I lost my high school best friend he was pronounced dead on the scene . I am beyond sad😢 that I wasn't able to carry our Rainbow 🌈miracle 💕 until December ❄☃ . But I am beyond blessed 🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏🙏 to be Alive 🙌🙌🙌. That was a scary experience I Never want to encounter. I appreciate the love and support and I glad I survived 🙌🙌🙌. God is Amazing 💕 and I want to especially think my best friend @heera for updating everyone I love ya mama 💖 and thank you to @theinkedmommy for keeping my family in her prayers. I want to thank @athomas for her kind words @mommysbabies for her kind words @kimberlyyyy_the-preemie-mom for praying for me during this difficult time and @mom.life_usa for her amazing encouragement thank you everyone for the love 💕 and support 🤗 this is why I love being apart of Mom.Life.
tattoo mommies let me see your sweet tattoos this is my right arm its a rose vine going around my arm and on my forearm i have two owls in love connected to it . on my left side of my belly I have a dragon ;)