Yea. Not getting prego again. The contractions were a bitch, & i was high as shit during the induction ( off of hospital drugs )
I was screaming like a maniac
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I was in so much pain once they broke my water that I straight up had a panic attack, had I not gotten the epidural I would have had to have been put under anesthesia because I wasn't able to calm myself down. I was shaking uncontrollably and fading in and out of consciousness, trying to rip out my IV ports and everything. I was convinced I was going to die lol, so yeah...I'm right there with you. No more babies for me for a LONG time, if ever. Still have nightmares reliving that shit.
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
TWW!!
2dpo and on the tww journey. Anyone on the same dpo or close? Haven't decided if I will test at 12dpo or just wait and see if she shows up!!
I will be 41 :/
Short Luteal Phase?
I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.
@katarama, yea , i thought contractions were nothing. Yea right. I literally thought i was going to die. Idk how people do it natural