looks like after 3.5 months of nursing I'm going to have to stop. I'm devastated. And with three kids, work and our busy, busy schedules I'll probably not be able to pump enough to keep up my supply.

I'm not against formula, my oldest were formula fed (FED is best) but I've been so proud of myself for sticking with nursing and so proud of my body that I feel devastated that it's ending. I always get the short end of the stick it seems like.