I officially hate being a single parent I can't be in two places at once
It is definitely hard trust me I was in your place for almost 6 years. One thing I will tell you is that your child will appreciate it in the long run and you will eventually either have someone worth having as your partner or you are will not but still be an awesome mom. Keep your head up!

I will be 41 :/
Short Luteal Phase?
I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.
Things I never thought I'd say...
Until I became a mom:
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
have two doc appointments to get threw one they squeezed him on for (wasn't planned ) he's usually with my sister and mom that day so now I'm like I have to cancel one to go to the other