so the father of my son has been begging to give him a chance and how it was a mistake. he refuses to accept that I broke up with him on Thursday. I hate to say this but even with all the hurt, I love that man. he has done so much for us. I want to go to counselling and he agreed, we are taking it day by day. you can't just forget a betrayal, just like you can't stop loving someone in a day. right now I don't know where we stand but I do know is he can't touch me until I see test results saying he is clean. and with that ex friend of mine I blocked her ass, sadly is that now so many people have said that I'm not the only one she done this to.