So random question. Last night I was induced, got a epidural and I kept telling her I felt a lot of pressure in my butt area and my vagina like his head is right there and she stuck her finger up my butt hole for some reason..... Today I had my baby at 6:59am I didn't tear so I didn't need stitches but my butt hole hurts so bad that I'm having to get meds because she apparently ripped my anus while "checking me" and she said she had to use more that one finger but couldn't tell me why she did it. I had a epidural that I had control over how much I got with a clicker plus I still felt the pain so I got more pain meds added into my IV so I couldn't feel my legs and lower half at all, an she who stuck her fingers up my butt wouldn't help me turn in the bed when my babies heart rate was bottoming out at 45 and all of a sudden jumping up to 115 then 140 she said I could do i could turn myself. I couldn't feel my damn ass much less my legs so how would I turn myself? Then when it came to how far along I am cm wise I was 9 cm last night at 10 pm remember I can't feel anything any longer..... She let me lay there complete from 12 pm to the 2 hours before my son was due because I started pushing and had him at 6:59 am. Back up a little.... She came into the room at 1 am and told me she had delivered 6 other babies during her shift so she hopes I can hold off on having my baby until she leaves at 7 am because she really doesn't have the energy to work with another pregnant mom and the delivery process. THEN when I went to have my baby he had been sitting in the birth canal for so long that his head was swollen they had to use forceps on me telling me that if they didn't work that they would have to use the vacuum which they know will pop off so they will have to take me for c-section. So thankfully after 30 mins of pulling on my baby's head they finally delivered him and he has been perfect ever since. He has a black eye which is swollen, broken skin on his head on the back, and a bruised ear lobe from the forceps ): poor little guy.