so apparently I lost more blood than I thought in labor. my uterus wouldn't clamp so it kept bleeding. I thought I just lost enough to need a transfusion since they gave me 2 units of blood. no. I was a few mins away from taking me to surgery and removing my uterus completely.
I'm terrified of the idea of sex now. I don't want my bc to fail. Obviously I'm not gonna need to worry for a month or two but what about after? @andiryan93
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...

Unfortunately I had a four degree tear with my second it took me 2 months to heal from that it was sooooooo painful I lost more blood than I ever thought I would I had 30 stitches total😩hope I don’t get torn this time around

Overall whats everyones thoughts on this. Me personally I dont mind lgbt .but to teach it I feel like is a waste . I can teach my own children that if they ask or even wanna know
Things I never thought I'd say...
Until I became a mom:

I am pregnant with my first baby and I had taken 8dpos for real i thought it was crazy but I'm still feeling like there's something in my uterus or my stomach for real #myfirstpost
I'm allergic to condoms... and not the latex part @andiryan93