I cried a little tonight. My daughters 4th birthday is this Friday and I'm having a hard time dealing. She's growing up so fast. I remember 4 years ago being 19, a single mother crying because I couldn't get my newborn baby girl to sleep and my mom walked in and helped me. I remember think how on earth was I going to do this and be a good mother. Now 4 years later I see her running around playing and getting ready to start kindergarten next year I realize that I've been doing a good job. I have had my hard times where I felt like giving up. I'll be honest there was a point in time where I was going to give her up for adoption but I didn't. I hope for her to keep growing into a beautiful young woman. She makes me very round to be her mother ❤️❤️❤️