Regular check up on Monday, planning on talking to my doctor about depression. Normal mood swings have turned into constant sadness and hopelessness. Any negative communication pulls me even deeper and pushes me to tears. Reached out to learn about family history and found out my mom had reqlly bad post partum and 'regular' depression affects a lot of people in my family.
I'm so exhausted.
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
Is anyone else really scared or freaked out about labor? Idk what's more scary. The pain or my bf and my mom seeing me spread eagle with a baby coming out of me. I worry about it all the time and the closer it gets the more anxiety I feel about the whole thing
Just knowing someone else took my mans attention kills me. This is gonna be so hard to do. Depression has really gotten to me lately. Just picturing him with her makes me want to ball my eyes out. 😭😭
Me and my hubby have decided that after our daughter is born we want to help a family out and carry their little one. I have always wanted to help a family that can’t have their own kids.
So I just found out that my husband is sleeping with my sister and they are making fun of me.
Thank you ladies for the support :)