Rant
I need to get stuff off my chest. I love my boyfriend but I just feel unappreciated and unheard. He doesn't help with our son, he's thrown it in my face that he works but I don't. He complains that we haven't had sex yet since I've had our baby. He's not romantic or sweet at all! He asks for a blowjob randomly. That's not going to make me want you. He also won't expect that I won't have sex right now, my vagina hurts when I poop. I'm not gonna have sex. He leaves all of the time to go do stuff when I'm trying to catch up on sleep or busy or can't because I'm babysitting for my sister or Aunt. He doesn't kiss me or tell me I'm beautiful. He's mean now. He'll just blow up on me randomly, then blames that he's tired. Even though he doesn't wake up every 2-3 hours to take care of our child and sleeps until noon. I've been depressed and he doesn't notice. He doesn't notice that I've been crying a lot either. I ask him to stay up and talk to me but he doesn't. I feel hopeless..
Maybe he's depressed too. Talk to your doctor, maybe therapy would help you two
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
Rant
My SO has been rude a lot ever since I've gotten pregnant...he said he doesn't care about my pregnancy, he doesn't even take one day off from work just ONE to come to at least one ultra sound appointment. I mean he's always making sure I'm fed, he lets use the heating pad, and even apologized to saying he doesn't care. He can mess with me all day but when I want to join and play around he gives me an attitude. He just makes me feel like s*** at times. He's a great fiancé don't get me wro...
Trigger. Lost baby
Went in for my 20 week check up and found out our son had passed away. Nothing was wrong, my pregnancy has been going great. I'm so numb right now. I'll he delivering him later this week. I don't want to do this. I don't want to do this. Not before Christmas. How am I'm going to tell my kids?? My dear sweet baby boy. Why did this happen?
i finally let him do it
I finally let DF throw away my foundations. He says I look better without it. He said he hates seeing me cover my face with make up when I can just wear mascara and eyeliner. He says it makes me look fake and he said he's not saying it to be mean, hes saying it because he cares. Im glad he's real with me. He says I have natural beauty. He says he doesn't like it when I dye my hair or wear make up because he loves my natural beauty. I know some girls feel as though that t...
I go through the same thing to Hun, he told me if I don't give him blowjobs (since we haven't had sex in almost 4-5 months) that he would find another girl to do it for him and I can't be mad. he doesn't stay up with my son at all, when he cries he just turns the other way. it's so frustrating the fact that we went through so much to get treated like this.