I finally start to become happy since my fiancé left and went over seas (they deployed him for 3 months) because I have a dog and with my depression, anxiety and PTSD the only thing that can relax me and make me happy is a dog that I actually own, I can't get the same feeling with someone else's dog. Well the "family" I'm staying with has a pug and after she bit my dog for no reason last night they told me I either have to leave or I have to rehome my dog and rehoming her isn't an option like she was my uncles and I promised him she would have a home with me and my fiancé till she got old and passed away....on top of that the OBGYN called and said I had some bacteria and yeast over population and with the test population I have to take the 7 day I can't do the one day "because it doesn't work" (the nurses exact words). Like I'm sick as it is I can't even keep water down, how in the world am I going to swallow pills....I've gotten so depressed that I don't even want to live anymore....
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Be very careful with that pill it had me dizzy and sick I couldn't finish taking them I just prayed it cleared up I'll be getting a call soon letting me know if the bacteria is gone
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
I can't take it anymore! Haley (yes my 1mth old and no I wasn't able to go through this "joy" of nursing my older daughter, Molly) has been screaming non stop for 6hrs! All she wants to do is eat and I can't have her attached to me all day, everyday! She has wanted to eat every hr on the hr for the past 3hrs! I put her in her room so I don't scream at her but I just can't take it!
So my bf just beat the hell out of my dog and idk what to do now. I want to leave but don't have my paper yet to take my dog with me anywhere I go
I feel like my drs pressured me in something that I wasn't ready for at the age of 24 they said my life was in danger but they didn't care how I felt and now I'm not happy I'm upset crying everyday and depressed can't even deal with my new born or my other kids I can't believe they did this to me they didn't tell me that I could develop depression I mean I'll never be happy after this😥😪😭😭😭😷😒😰😥😞😞😞😞😪😪😭😭😭😭😭😭
My friend just told me she wants to have an abortion and I'm pissed off I literally can't even be around her right now
praying for you mama. I felt that way to whole pregnant. please don't give up, you have such an amazing blessing coming