I know it's Monday already but I had to post this because yesterday I decided and was able to take the sacrament for the first time in over a year... I want to say the last time I took it was like 2 yrs ago but it felt awesome! and baby kiely is getting blessed next sunday man this start of getting back into the church is going to be tough but the feeling is incredible :) It makes me hopeful that my husband and I can battle the demons that are holding us back and join me on this journey to having an eternal family ♡♡ sorry for the religious posts but I think this is how I will overcome all the demons in my mind.... sounds crazy but my mind is all sorts of out of whack lol