need to vent, sorry in advance for the novel. I'm feeling super down. my SO and I have been staying…
need to vent, sorry in advance for the novel. I'm feeling super down. my SO and I have been staying with my parents while we saved up some money to move into another house after we moved out of our old one because of issues with the landlords. Ever since we started staying here I've done my best to help out as much as possible, we clean up after ourselves, buy our own food, do our own laundry etc and are generally self sufficient..I even take her dog out on walks every day which is something she hasn't EVER done. Even though this is the house I grew up in it's like my mom made it her top priority to make sure we don't feel welcome here. She is a very negative person, complains about anything she can possibly find to complain about and is just a very depressed person. Well today she basically told us to GTFO after bringing up a whole slew of problems she apparently has with us, claiming we're dishonest and that I steal from her (I have NO idea where she got that idea, I haven't taken a thing from her). I shot back saying I haven't done a thing and she said "that the problem, you don't do anything." Apparently taking care of my 6 week old baby is nothing. I've been dealing with what I can only describe as PPD so I don't feel up to going out much but she never once has asked me how I'm doing or anything. She made me feel like a worthless piece of shit, even saying she doesn't like the way I treat animals which makes NO sense, I've never hurt an animal in my life. basically in a nut shell I'm feeling even worse than I did before, my thoughts are in a really dark place. My own family doesn't even want me around. And now I don't really know what to do. Our new place that we're going to be renting from a co worker of my SO is not done yet, he's putting in new floors and such. So we have no where to go but apparently can't stay here. I don't know how to get my mind out of this awful place that it's in right now. I truly do not know what to do. 😞
Jaela·
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I'm sorry you're feeling down. What about SO's relatives?
Amy·
Мама сына-младенца
I'm really sorry that you are going through this. I do suggest that if you think you have PPD that you contact your OB tomorrow as you don't want it to go untreated. I was diagnosed with it a month ago and I am so thankful that I called and got an appointment.
Ella·
Мама двоих (младенец)
So sorry 😢 I will say a prayer for you! And I agree with @amiliz06 you should talk to your ob
rose·
@emkasting, it seems like we are going through the same thing and it's the worst feeling ever bc your have no where to turn too... Even tho things seem bad now they'll eventually get better! Just don't let it get to you no matter how hard it might seem! And before you know it you'll be fine again... 😁
Michelle Valdez·
Мама троих детей, ждёт четвёртого
I really wish there was something I could do to help you!! you don't deserve to be treated that way at all! I know you're a good person and you try your hardest to make your presence at your parents house as easy on them as possible and tbh they don't deserve it. I hope you guys can get into your place asap so you can finally relax and be comfortable in your home. text me if you ever need to talk or just vent. I'm always here for you.
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text me!!
octobermom14·
Мама сына-младенца
its tough i hope things change for your ovet time. it did for me
Beonka·
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OMG I KNOW YOUR PAIN! I'm dealing with the same thing! I live with my BF's family and it's a living nightmare! All I can say is try to think how much Oakley needs you to keep your sanity! Siah keeps me grounded through all of this! As far as your mom goes just try to ignore her if you have to, please feel free to message me if you need someone to talk to! We can get through this shit together!