What have I done today..... Well for starters I woke up at 7 am (thank you internal alarm clock), washed 4 loads of laundry, washed all eastons stuff and when I say all of eastons stuff I mean ALL OF HIS STUFF. Went to lowes got a piece of wood to go under his mattress to put down his angelcare bed monitor, went to Walmart and bought fruit, came home, washed dishes, took trash to the dump, cleaned all the surfaces in the house with Clorox wipes (not kidding every surface Easton could possible touch) cleaned toilets, scrubbed the showers, repacked Eastons hospital bag, made up the bed in the spare bed room, hooked up the wii in eastons nursery so I can watch something as I freak out over if he is breathing or not because I am that first time mom and all haha. Washed my sheets and blankets on the bed, vacuumed the entire house, moped, cleaned the kitty box (as I hold my breath). Get my clothes and fiancées clothes packed for tomorrow (we are having his sons 8th birthday party tomorrow and we are staying at my fiancées moms house) wrapped and bagged all of his sons presents I bought him.... went back to Walmart to get party supplies and put in a order for Star Wars cupcakes..... AN THEN.....FINALLY! I see the light at the end of the tunnel..... My lower back starts aching I'm starting to move slower and I see a opening for a nap to happen because by now all my energy has worn off. I lay down in my comfy bed.... I turn the ceiling fan on high.... Ahhhh my bed feels so comfy. I lay here for about 45 mins and guess what? I CANT FALL ASLEEP!!!!! 😭😭😭😭