I keep saying to myself why me? why did this have to happen to me ? I know it happens but I'm a good mother and could have been even a better one to my second child , but I guess god thought I wasn't ready, but I was. I wish I could still be pregnant it kills me and hurt me knowing my little baby is no longer going to grow I'm my tummy and I will never understand it. I do have a beautiful son but I wanted this beautiful baby too. Does it get easier ? every time I see someone's post I just break down. 😢😢😢😢