So me and my SO tried to bed down last night.. but I was so dry😞😭. He doesn't seem to understand. I try to be patient…

So me and my SO tried to bed down last night.. but I was so dry😞😭. He doesn't seem to understand. I try to be patient with them since I am older than he is by 10 years I am also his very first real relationship.. I have told him that because I'm older I will not be making as much juices as if I was younger I told him that he needs to see me lately more so that we get the juices flowing but it doesn't seem like he understands that seems like he's either not comfortable or he just not that into it I try I try to show him and it only frustrates me I cried last night and told him that it seems like sometimes it's all one-sided I go down on him and get him worked up. but it just doesn't seem like he what's to reciprocate basically how windy is it will kiss he'll squeeze my breasts and nipples a few times then expect me to go down on him after I do it I stick it in until he cums. I'm not bad-mouthing him I love you very very much and I fight for our relationship to stay alive I asked him last night if he really wants to make a baby with me. I told him I wanted to make sure that he knew what he was doing I didn't want to be the one to tie him down if he's not absolutely sure but he wants me for the rest of his life and his child told him I know I'm your first I don't want to be the one to stop you from experiencing other things if that's what you want. He said that she absolutely loves me and he would not change anything for the world he said that he was sorry that he did not always feel comfortable that he was still learning I told him it was alright and that I forgave him but it's still frustrating I'm not sure how to work this out we planned to get some pre-seed maybe this'll help... But I told him that I go into ovulation next week so if you really want the child he needs to be ready and prepared