
this breath taking building is my goal in life... go to church, all meetings and classes, follow the Lord and do thy will and commandments, grow to be a spiritual and eternal family forever :] this temple is my hubby's favorite and hopefully will be where him and I will fulfill our journey and go for the next step in our life with our babies in arms being brought into the sealing room ♡♡♡ this is my dream come true. I only pray for him to have the strength to overcome the challenges he faces in his fight that is keeping away from a happy forever and always with me.

this face is my one of my favorite things to wake up to every day and his eyes alone are where I look to see what he can't ♡
thank you :) I am trying for sure, it was amazing to hear him tell our bishop that he knows I have been the one pushing for us to go to church again. and I have always seen him as the type to be blessed with the spirit, over the last couple of years i have tried to get him to see what I see in him... so we start this journey next Sunday and the following Sunday we will hopefully be able to do our daughter's baby blessing.
Trigger. Lost baby
Went in for my 20 week check up and found out our son had passed away. Nothing was wrong, my pregnancy has been going great. I'm so numb right now. I'll he delivering him later this week. I don't want to do this. I don't want to do this. Not before Christmas. How am I'm going to tell my kids?? My dear sweet baby boy. Why did this happen?
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...

My last one before I go and pay 300 something for them miracle pills!!! 😩😩😩😩 But my life can't go on without them. 😒
@itsamemario, you deleted your post before I could hit send but this is my comment: I don’t know if this answers your question but this is my answer.
My son is 7 and he knows race and color. Why? Because he himself comes from a family that is multi racial and because he has already experienced racism. I also believe as his mother it’s my job to teach him color and the cold hard truth about society. He knows what’s going on in this world. I’d be hurting him if I allowed him to blindly walk out...

Today I got the biggest surprise of my life!