Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,

his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...

Trigger. Lost baby

Went in for my 20 week check up and found out our son had passed away. Nothing was wrong, my pregnancy has been going great. I'm so numb right now. I'll he delivering him later this week. I don't want to do this. I don't want to do this. Not before Christmas. How am I'm going to tell my kids?? My dear sweet baby boy. Why did this happen?

So y'all remember that creepy thirsty mf from the other mornin waking me up at 6am? So he just messaged me again. It's almost 1:30 which means I'm bout to actually go to sleep bc for some reason I cant go to sleep to like 2-3am.

I think I'm going to do breastfeeding and see how he attaches to me & if not I'm going to put him on breastmilk formula.

When I go into labor I don't want no visitors for 24 hours! That may sound mean but I'm a need a lot of rest! I'm already not getting any sleep then I definitely won't sleep while in labor!😩😩