I've been really depressed about having this second baby and feeling line it's bad timing. I've been…
I've been really depressed about having this second baby and feeling line it's bad timing. I've been crying non stop and yesterday my daughter would not stop crying and I had the urge to hit her 😢 I felt terrible for even thinking about harming her and balled my eyes out and hugged her so tight..idk what I'm going to do when the new baby comes and my daughter won't even be 2 ugh...I'm trying to be excited but I keep thinking the worse ..I'm sorry for being a downer but I have no one who's can talk to that would understand anything I'm going through
Jessie·
Мама двоих (4 года, 6 лет), ждёт третьего
Talk to your doctor about depression
Marilu·
At least you've recognized that it's wrong the way you felt. After my son was born (my daughter was 3) I cried all the time. I didn't know why. I cried because she was getting older. I cried because I was tired. I cried because my husband at the time was no help. I cried because I felt ugly. I cried over everything! And when my daughter touched my son I yelled at her, I couldn't handle her being loud or bothering the baby. I just yelled all the time. One day I handed the baby to my husband at the time and said, "here, I have to take a drive and get away" I walked out then I cried the whole time because I missed my babies. 😪😪😪 it plays a toll on your mind and body being at home with small children all the time. Have someone help you at times to relieve the stress. Find a happy place. Color with your daughter. Watch a "happy" show with her. Just cuddle her because when my son was born my 3 yr old daughter appeared to be 7! I felt like I missed out on time with her suddenly. If you have those feelings again, call someone you trust and get away for a few. You don't want to act out on it and lose your babies. I know you don't mean it. Love your lil girl as much as possible and walk away and take a deep breath when u feel that way for her safety. Prayers for you momma!
Kierra·
Мама дочки-младенца, беременна (7 нед.)
@morganmommy79 thank you so much for that I literally cried reading it..I actually called my father in law to come get the kids I really need this time
Marilu·
@wisky80wifey, you'll figure it out. Don't feel guilty for needing a little time away. I did and it was actually unhealthy for all of us if I didn't get away for a few! It doesn't mean u don't love your kids. Chin up 😊