So my brother and sister's step mom's daughter Amber that just turned 18 is having a baby. My mother lives with them because of money problems but any ways. So my mom has been there always for her and hasn't really be there for me it seems like. My mom is throwing me a baby shower in August sometime we still dont know if it is really going to happen. But im over here all the time hearing about Amber this Amber that. Well I guess she is just like an hr away from having the baby if that and im happy and excited but at the same time really upset.. I have been pushed away these last few days from my mom because Amber has been talking to her a lot and not her mom. And I guess my mom has known she has been in labor since last night but her own mom did not know tell a few hrs ago.. this really up sets me. and I know it shouldn't but I dont know what to do. And on top of all of it I dont feel good and feel vary week and light headed but when I try to talk to my mom nothing... well I guess its time to wait for baby to come and try not to be upset im happy im 2 hrs away or I would be even more up set.

rant over..