it's sad thinking I rather be a single mother doing it on my own knowing I don't have to be with someone that doesn't help me with anything and I have to stress about them. I always been taking care of myself. But I thought it would be different planning a child with him. Thought it could work and we going to be a family. I guess I was wrong. can't wait till my son is here. I love my little guy to death and nothing can change that. Mommy will always be here for you Hudson ♡