Literally in tears watching 15-20 people run into the room across the hall. He was born at 26 weeks a month ago and struggles everyday to survive. I pray for that little boy everyday.
It also reminds me to be grateful for how healthy River actually is. How blessed we are that my only complaint is he won't eat or throws up..today, I am grateful for the health of my son... 😥
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
i finally let him do it
I finally let DF throw away my foundations. He says I look better without it. He said he hates seeing me cover my face with make up when I can just wear mascara and eyeliner. He says it makes me look fake and he said he's not saying it to be mean, hes saying it because he cares. Im glad he's real with me. He says I have natural beauty. He says he doesn't like it when I dye my hair or wear make up because he loves my natural beauty. I know some girls feel as though that t...
Am I the only weird one?
I HATE my husband touching my stomach! Every time he tries, I move his hand away. It’s like a quick reaction. He says I do it in my sleep too when he tries to cuddle with me. I don’t like my stomach and how squishy it is. He practically begged me the other day to let him touch my tummy and how much he loves and appreciates my body.
😣😣😣 I just can’t!
Trigger. Lost baby
Went in for my 20 week check up and found out our son had passed away. Nothing was wrong, my pregnancy has been going great. I'm so numb right now. I'll he delivering him later this week. I don't want to do this. I don't want to do this. Not before Christmas. How am I'm going to tell my kids?? My dear sweet baby boy. Why did this happen?
I know this sounds sooo fkedup but sometimes i wanna get into a bad accident so my husband sees exactly all the things i do ... and how wrong he is by saying i don’t do enough ( not in those words but the jist of it ) anyway .... i think this all the time . Maybe then he will think differently .