Having mixed emotions. Really wanted to try VBAC after two c sections. Was really looking forward to the experience

But honestly I do not like my dr at all or trust her for that matter..... And putting my life in her hands in a way that I'm not used to freaks me out more then having to do it while experiencing something I've already accomplished before.... Probably doesn't make sense to a lot of people but I'm freaking out about it. Had her schedule a c section just in case I change my mind at the last min. :/