Why Does My Boyfriend Call Me Names When I'm Emotional?
I'm a stupid fucking ugly bitch.
if get all emotional or have an attitude. my boyfriend calls me a crab ass. or cranky pants. and it Pisses me off. I asked him to stop. but he tells me that it's the truth.
and I tell him I'm done. (I know it's the fucking truth. but why tell me shit I know can't fucking help)
then he says. wow okay.
I don't think he understands my thoughts.
there are days where I wish I was dead. or would relapse (cutting).
other days I'm done with everyone. I just wanna go back to the hospital and just stay there. cause I know people are similar to me... Help.
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Yes girl find some help, do you have a doctor you can talk to about how you feeling right now? You are only 7 weeks in and your hormones are going to be even more intense later. Think about your baby.
I think that you might need to get help. You are pregnant and you have a baby that you need to think about getting healthy for. You say you can't help what you do but you can. You can find help and find ways to cope with it. Find a weekly therapy group. It helps. And I'm not saying this to be one of those people but I'm saying it because I use to be horribly depressed. I had to get over it because I'm pregnant again and my oldest deserved a mom that wasn't always somewhere mad sad and crying.
@lil_bigmama,
it's about stupid shit. it always is.
he wanted to see my mcdonalds paper (had a picture find on the back)
and I kept saying no because I was mine and I was working on it. even after I finished he still wanted to see the paper. (I had wrote rude things on there) so I told him no...
I have suffered with severe depression and anxiety for close to 7 years now. The pregnancy doesn't make it go away but for me it made me realize I have a baby to live for now to the point where even when I'm stressed I try my best to stop because I know the baby can feel it and I don't want anything to happen to my baby. Everyone may be different and feel different about their pregnancies but that's a child your growing in your womb and the emotional distress you're having the baby knows and it isn't healthy. It's important that you talk to your doctor about it, there may be some natural alternatives that you can try instead of medication. But most of all, just realize you have no time to have selfish feelings such as leaving this earth anymore because you're growing YOUR child in there. I'm not saying this with no understanding how you're feeling but from a fellow mental illness and suicide survivor, you can and need to be better for this baby.