My best friend is pregnant too. And I can't help but to feel so upset and jealous. She's about 10…

My best friend is pregnant too. And I can't help but to feel so upset and jealous. She's about 10 weeks behind me in her pregnancy. But what gets me is how her baby's father is brothers with my daughter's father. The entire family is so excited and cleaning out the spare room to turn into a nursery and everything. They never did that for my daughter. /: and her family keeps posting and bragging all about another grandbaby and everything (her sister has 2 kids). And I'm over here completely alone and I don't even feel like actually pregnant half the time cause I don't get any kind of attention for it. Hell I don't even know who's gonna have custody of this baby. ): since her dad is 400 miles away and I'm in no condition or situation to care for a baby and I keep changing my mind back and forth and to and fro, wanting to keep her, wanting split custody, giving him custody. I just don't know. And right now with DFCS investigating me about my 2 year old, this child is practically being ignored. I'm just so upset. My daughter didn't even get much attention when I was pregnant with her. And when she was born everyone wanted to tell me how to be a mother and tell me how wrong I am no matter what I decided to do.