Going back to work tomorrow affer 4 months of being off and I feel so anxious and nervous. 1 because I don't want my supply to go down, I'm only scheduled for 2 days this week so it's not so bad but any kind of not nursing or pumping for certain amount of hours can make your supply go down. I'm worried they won't let me pump when I need to go because I'm a server and they don't really give breaks. 2 because I'm going to miss my baby so much even though I feel guilty when I need a little time to myself and I have post partum depression so I feel like going back to work will help. 3 I fear that she will not be so attached to me anymore because I'm going back to work. Call me crazy for the last one.