For personal (and logical, I promise) reasons I'm incapable of going to a doctor, so I have no clue…

For personal (and logical, I promise) reasons I'm incapable of going to a doctor, so I have no clue if my baby will be born early or not. I've been having some minor contractions and they're freaking me out! I feel like a ticking time bomb. I could literally give birth today for all I know, and it's really scary!