Hello Everyone I just wanted to thank everyone for your prayers, I can seriously feel the comfort…

Hello Everyone I just wanted to thank everyone for your prayers, I can seriously feel the comfort from them. I have came to accept that it is not my time to be a mommy. And believe it or not I am actually okay with that. I have already faced the worst of my trials all the rest are just bumps in the road. This has made me realize that maybe I am not ready to be a mom again, I was already so fearful of what was going to happen with my little one. I was worried so much about my pregnancy and even my childs life, and future with the way that this world is today. I should not be so worried with the Faith I have in the Lord. I know he blessed me with that baby to show me after trying for so long that I CAN get pregnant, and I believe he took it home so soon because he knows I am truly deeply just not ready. As bad as I want it, he knows what is best. And he just wanted to show me that I can have it so that I don't continue to waste my life dwelling on "why can't I get pregnant?" "why can't I have a baby?" Like I was every single day . Now I know! And I also know now that Its not my time. And some how after almost 2 years of crying and trying and after burrying my daughter, and 2 miscarriages....the Lord has been my Rock and made me strong enough to accept that its just not my time and that he has other plans for me.

I could not have done this without your prayers, Thank you & keep them up.