RANT / QUESTIONSSSSS : so my husband hasn't went out for a guys night in over 3 weeks. at LEAST. if…

RANT / QUESTIONSSSSS :

so my husband hasn't went out for a guys night in over 3 weeks. at LEAST. if not longer. he's been turning down the parties and everything so he could be with me at night. because if he's not here, I don't sleep. literally I wake up every like 20 minutes worried about him. because parties, drinking, smoking, the cops can show up. if he gets pulled over and smells like weed or they smell beer on his breath. I just worry. a lot. I'm over paranoid about it and cry when he leaves and such. so tonight he took me to dinner and his friend carlos called him and asked if he wanted to go to his friends 21st b day tonight & so Felix said he'd let him know that he's having dinner with me. so anyway I said he could go just because he hasn't went in awhile and I don't wanna ruin his fun because he just turned 21 so he can legally go drink and buy beer and have a good time. plus I don't work anymore so he does and provides everything for me and himself and the baby, I feel like he deserves to go have fun with his friends. drink watch a game play some beer pong , whatever they do. you know? but ..

but idk how to calm myself down. he texts me and let's me know what he's doing and stuff , but I still worry the worst can happen. anyone else deal with this if their husband goes out with friends? anything I can do?