SORRY for the million posts, but i deleted my facebook because i didnt want any of my loud mouthed…
SORRY for the million posts, but i deleted my facebook because i didnt want any of my loud mouthed sisters posting anything that gives away my 👶secret .. Buut.. this is my first year without my daddy in October, i lost him to cancer 2 days before Halloween at 68. He was my rock. I never knew what i would do if that happened, but i realized hes here more with me now than ever. i feel him with me always. i smell his cologne sometimes or the way our house used to smell when he'd burn his incense. He was the sweetest person alive to me. i was his baby & i still am. I was bullied alot about my weight & looks, so He was faithfully my Valentine. there wasnt a Valentine's week that i didnt get something. i always came home to surprises, whether it be a gold watch, or new earrings, or a new stereo system & a few cds i had been asking for a new bedroom set, always accompanied by a beautiful big bouquet of deep red roses. 💐 & now my babies due in February.. 5 days before VDay. Even if its just a coincidence, i find comfort in it. and i hope he gets to know her well, before i do. #StillMyDaddiesGirl
bria·
В ожидании первенца
Omg I could cry reading this!! God bless mama and I wish you the best ❤️
sherry S·
I know exactly how you feel I am one of 3 daughters the youngest at that, we were all super close to my dad eventhough, my parents stayed married our connection was tight. I acutally saw my dad take his last breath at age 59,it's been 7yrs now since he's passed away.I know the spirit lives on his name was a unique Israeli jewish name and I'll see license plates usually around his bday, holidays ,I when i really miss him I have the photos too that show it.Spirit is real I 've smelled his cologne as well. Sometimes feels like yesterday and sometimes feels like forever that he hugged me.I very heard the spirit is so aware
🎀👑👼MamaToAnAngel👼👑🎀·
В ожидании первенца
@bria, Thank you, same to you & bebe
🎀👑👼MamaToAnAngel👼👑🎀·
В ожидании первенца
@nygirl3rdbabymiami, Yeah, my dad passed away 10:29 @ 6:55, his funeral was 11:11 so i always see those numbers, or his bday 9/47.. like my pregnancy text popped up positive as the clock changed to 10:29. maybe im just crazy and so desperate for another chance to say goodbye because i never did. i mean i seen him the day before and he asked me to come see him friday afyer work and sneak him in some of his favorite juice and ice cream and i got off work Thursday went and got his stuff and stuff for dinner and i got home and sat down outside to smoke a cigarette before going in my house casually checked facebook and thats how i found out he died 4hours earlier and nobody thought inwould fucking care to know. i was bitter for a while. hid away from family in the comfort of my house and my boyfriends arms. but even after a month his ice cream was still in the freezer. so i grabbed it one day and the little "story about the ice cream company " said he made the recipe specifically for his daughter with love and it would never change, like his love for her.. so i cried & cried then got drunk and ate the whole damn carton..
sherry S·
My oldest sons , bday is 10/29 &my; dad passed away at 6:22am ,I know exactly when i see that number gives me goose bumps
sherry S·
that is my dad's name ZEV, definitely not common
sherry S·
So i get plenty of signs
🎀👑👼MamaToAnAngel👼👑🎀·
В ожидании первенца
Your daddy loves & misses you as much as you do him 😊 @nygirl3rdbabymiami