Ever since we have brought Colton home from the hospital 3 weeks ago I have a lower tolerance of bull shit and unfortunately my fiancé pushes that limit every day whether it's before work or while he's off. Yes he helps with changing his diaper and snuggles him and stuff along those lines but with our relationship I just want to pull my hair out. Like why ask me everyday if I love you, or if I wanna be with you, or if you want a relationship like the ones in the pictures people share on Facebook go find it. Like Colton is 3 weeks old. We've known each other since I was 15, started dating off and on when I turned 18, got engaged this past Valentine's Day, well before cuz of work. If I was goin to leave I would have already left, I would not have given our son your last name, and I would not continue to sit here and let it not show that it bothers me. I really just wanna pack a bag and a diaper bag for a few days and go stay at my moms just so he can figure out what he wants, but I can't do it cuz I love him and I don't wanna take Colton from him. But I can't catch a break for nothing right now.