Going to the OBGYN today. Not for my 6 week check up but because I found a lump in my armpit. I am very nervous. I'm hoping it's nothing but my head is messing with me so bad. Every bad thought is running over and over again. Trying l think happy thoughts but it's not helping. 🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻🙏🏻
you'll be fine momma... I'll keep you in my prayers...
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
Things I never thought I'd say...
Until I became a mom:
Started smoking 🚬 again and i know it's bad but by god I literally felt like ripping my skin 😱 off it got so bad

I thought a few ladies on here could do with this. It's so true!
Science!
My friend posted this on facebook last night and said her kids were asleep within minutes. It's a song that scientists created to help people fall asleep. I was skeptical but I thought what the hay, I'll try it out. I didn't bank on Dh falling asleep, but both him and lo were asleep by minute 2. And lo slept six straight hours. ?
sending prayers