so the balloon release went really well🎈 and we had a nice dinner and sit down and talked. and he feels about the same as I do. but we're not going to give up and we're not going to lose hope. we are going to always remember our little rainbow angel🌈👼 and we're going to keep trying. also we have been very blessed with some really good friends that said that if all else fails she would be our surrogate mother as she knows how much it means to us to have a family.💞💖👪 have a doctor's appointment on Wednesday so we'll see what goes from there