I sometimes feel bad because I am hard on him but losing our home him quoting job after job his excuses video game playing constant smoking and borrowing money from his grandma to buy weed and anything else needed just makes me out of control

I felt that way sometimes but it turned out to be just my hormones. I was overly sensitive and blew things out of proportion and thought I was being completely logical the entire time....only to realize that I was not a day or so later once my head leveled itself out again. 😒 That was just me though....it was so frustrating and my husband didn't deserve the way I treated him.