Watching labor and delivery videos on YouTube scares me so bad . I think I'm done watching for now lol.

don't do it lol

ya i hear ya. that is y my midwife said if i decided i didn't need it i could decline it. but if you don't have your midwife send the paper work in for. epidural if you do decide you want it You won't be able to have it.

not everyones is the same some people handle pain differnt to me I didn't have unbearable contractions the worst part of course was the head.

so you mean definitely at the hospital. not home. that is exactly how i felt. my midwife told me to go ahead and have the paper work done for the epidural and if you don't want it You can just say so. there are other pain meds to.

@emkramer, I want to try to go natural but I'm not saying I will , I'll see what happens when it comes to be that time, and definitely at home. I would never have the guts to do an at home birth , I need to know that if anything goes wrong there is a team and machines there fully equipped to help lol.

@celestea, they freak me out, I've never been admitted to the hospital or had any surgery , or anything like that, so delivery would be the first time and it just seems so scary.

@emkramer, I want to try to go natural but I'm not saying I will , I'll see what happens when it comes to be that time, and definitely at home. I would never have the guts to do an at home birth , I need to know that if anything goes wrong there is a team and machines there fully equipped to help lol.

watching home natural birth (my step mom with my half brother) was what scared me i was like fuck that I'm doing it in a hospital with pain meds (epidural) and people to take care of me 24/7. every need i had was met. lol

I watch them all the time!!!! Lol so scary lol

hehehe. are you planning on having a natural or epidural. home or hospital.