
well. he put this in the 280 days app yesterday. and all day has been texting me saying he doesn't understand why I left. I already feel like a piece of shit and I just saw this and I'm uncontrollably crying... I can't win... I don't know what to do anymore 😔
@olson0305, exactly, I have told him I'll never keep him from the baby, but he keeps making it sound like I'm not gonna let him be in the baby's life...I'll never do that to him 😔
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
TWW!!
2dpo and on the tww journey. Anyone on the same dpo or close? Haven't decided if I will test at 12dpo or just wait and see if she shows up!!

I will be 41 :/
Short Luteal Phase?
I've just started temping because I believe that the reason I haven't had a BFP yet, after 20 months, is because I believe I may have a Luteal Phase Defect.
regardless there wasnt a baby involved but my ex used to do shit like that to me and tell me he was gonna kill himself and all this bs and i felt trapped . its not a good feeling . but i give you props for not taking the baby out of his life . that says a lot . most women use children as pawns sadly . hang in there , girl !