Closed adoption means you don't want to know how he is or don't want to know who his adoptive parents would be. Basically just hand him over and sign your rights away and thats it. Open adoption your more involved. You can send letters and birthday stuff, recieve pictures of him have visitation rights. In open adoption your also given the choice to pick the family who would adopt him. @mandapanda2000
ссылка heres an adoption agency in your town. Call them explain your situation and they should help you. Be sure this is what you really want to do before you make a decision.
please reach out to your doctor or therapist about what you're feeling and going through. there are tons of support groups and they can help you network with whatever decision you decide
I'd talk with your family maybe one of them would take him because it will be very stressful on a child especially after being with you for almost a year and I know my in laws were upset that my sister in law didn't come to them I get it's your child and you are going to do what you want but it is really hard on the child even later in life best of luck