I hate my life. I would never harm myself or my son. I can not take the disrespect from his family.…

I hate my life. I would never harm myself or my son. I can not take the disrespect from his family. His mother is yelling at me for voicing the fact that I feel our son needs his own name. He has done nothing but disrespect me and now his mother disrespected me in front of my entire family and my sisters friend and boyfriend. She was yelling so loud that everyone in the house heard her without it being on speaker. My chest and head hurts and I feel dizzy. I am so over all of this. He has not laid his hands on me but he has given me belt burn by slamming on the brake in his truck just because we are fighting. He has threatened to put me in the hospital and he has threatened to take our son away from me. He has even told me he never wanted this baby for the longest time of my pregnancy but since hes being forced to be a father then he has no other choice. It killed me for him to say that.