my baby bump ❤ words seriously can't explain how excited I am! I'm 2 cm dilated and feeling more and more contractions throughout my days! they're also getting stronger. I'm hoping she is here withing the next couple of weeks!
My sweet baby girl gained her angel wings this morning. She was my best friend, my true love my everything. She was so happy and beautiful, I'm struggling to say good bye. Sleep tight princess, mummy and daddy love you very very much ❤
This is too hard..... The lost of my Ellie. Being kicked out of my exes Being a single mom to 2 kids No job No car Soon to be homeless Nobody to help me Mental and physical health issues I'm just ready to end it all. The pain is too much. I'm starting to have panic attacks everyday. Especially when my kids are sleeping or more so when I'm by myself.
Birth Plan Rant I used to be all about getting an epidural, but after research and thinking about it more I want to have an unmedicated birth (this is my first baby). What annoys me is when I say that I'm going to TRY my hardest to have a natural and unmedicated birth people always feel the need to say that I'm crazy or that I'm going to change my mind when I get in that position. Or that epidurals are the best. I do realize that plans change, but why can't people be supportive and encouraging?
sexting...again I'm embarrassed about this because of what happened last time but I would really like some more feedback on taking better pics for my friend.
Is this a line??? Could this be my rainbow? Oh my goodness, I'm crying right now. AF isn't due until Friday so it's super faint. ☺
