My baby pool people don't think I'll make it 9 more weeks... my doctor doesn't think so either. but since I'm high risk I have to do a c-section. feeling a ton of pressure and pain, especially when I stand, sit up, or walk. only relief is when I'm laid back...
Yesterday I went out with my boyfriend went to watch a movie, me and him don't live together yet. but point is yesterday when he was dropping me off his like sleep over at my house witch the mom and dad lives. I said no,
his response was why is everyone deciding or making choices for you and their going to do the same with the baby, when I know that's not true. what he thinks is that my mom tells me not to sleep over. So he left all mad. and I felt in my heart that he went on and cheated on me...
Birth Plan Rant
I used to be all about getting an epidural, but after research and thinking about it more I want to have an unmedicated birth (this is my first baby). What annoys me is when I say that I'm going to TRY my hardest to have a natural and unmedicated birth people always feel the need to say that I'm crazy or that I'm going to change my mind when I get in that position. Or that epidurals are the best. I do realize that plans change, but why can't people be supportive and encouraging?

Thanks for all the ❤️ guys! I think I'm in shock! Labor story in a bit I'm being attacked with visitors lol
I think it's funny that all my exs want to come back into my life when they find out I had a baby and I'm engaged
I think after my appointment tomorrow I'm switching obgyns.
I went into labor last night. the dr gave me 2 doses of whatever it's called to stop labor. stopped me at a 4. they sent me home and said go back if anything new happens.