I just want to be alone today but I have to go with my parents to help out my great aunt get her…

I just want to be alone today but I have to go with my parents to help out my great aunt get her stuff in the new house they got done here. I really dont want to go but my mom is insisting just in case I go into labor which I doubt. I dont want to be around anyone but my fiance but I left and I feel like I made a mistake. I got 3 hrs of sleep and I just want to curl up with him. I feel like such a bad mom for leaving over a fight we had when he was just trying to help but I also feel he could of did it differently. I hate being called lazy when I am not lazy. I was being active but my body was hurting and I was feeling weak with chest pains so I was taking breaks. I have asthma and he knows how bad it has gotten. He really isnt a bad guy but he just doesnt understand how to deal with me even though we have been together for over a yr and a half. We are so in over our heads with this pregnancy....... I dont regret my son by any means but I wish I could of got pregnant later and not 10months into our relationship even though we dated before when we were younger. Its just a lot to handle.